two voices in my head

my heart tells me: have hope dear Beccadarling. hopehopehope. more hope. hopehopehopehope. hope! hopehope. hope! hopehopehopehopehopehope! hope.
my mind shouts back: stop being silly Becca! it's all to late and by the way it's only dreams and it won't work anyway. give up before you make a fool of yourself. stopstopstop!

guess which voice i'll ignore as hard as i ever could? the voice of my mind, of course ;)
but since it's shouting very loudly, well that is kind of, you know, hard. very hard. that's my day. how has yours been?